Heartbroken

My heart feels like it is broken into a million pieces, it physically hurts.
I cannot pinpoint why i feel so sad.
I want to sleep forever just so i can be alone in my mind.
Because if i am alone, then nobody can hurt me.
Only me.
My heart is breaking.
Like someone has pulled it out of my chest and stamped on it.
I do not want to feel this pain anymore.
How do i make the pain go away?