Lewis ? ?

I am not sure what it is about him, Lewis.

When i am with him i feel like no one or nothing can hurt me and he looks at me like i am the only girl in the room..

However i sense he is not giving me his all and i think he may have been hurt somewhere along the line. I sometimes think i am not supposed to be his girl? Because otherwise whatever pain he is in i could stop him from hurting?

Mind you that is easier said than done, i should know that-however when i was not 100% Eden last week, he got me though, he was there and he made me smile again..so:

Can you ever know someone completely??

Do you constantly go through life half guessing and wondering?

Maybe though that is the mystery of it all, life i mean-and Lewis for that matter.

Either way i hope that i stop wondering soon coz i know that when i imagine my future, he is in it :)