If you could see me now..

When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise.
But as for your heart, when that breaks its completely silent. You would think as its so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell.
But its silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain. If there is a noise, its internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your head aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea, it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions.
But that's the thing about love, no one is untouchable. Its as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water, but when it actually breaks its silent.
You're just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it.